Dear Savannah

Dear Savannah,

I've taken a second to fall back in time
The time when I was yours and you were mine
Memories of long walks holding hands
Sharing stories, songs, and bands
In you I discovered new happiness
And we were the epitome of loveliness
This was the place where our souls found rest
Until the day you did what was best

"Break away, my love. We must grow apart.
Please understand the aching of my heart.
I love you, dear, more than you know,
But for now, my feelings I cannot show."

These words they cut like stone
Breaking my heart, leaving me alone
For months I cried, for months I did mourn
I didn't realized that your heart, too, was torn
For nights I didn't sleep, for nights I did weep
Holding back in fear of living in pain
I lost my morals, I went insane
What I thought was right turned into wrong
I lost beat of our own love song

I went down a path of pain and misery
I lost meaning of the word "cheery"
I eased my pain with anything distracting
God was preparing for my redacting
You were brought back to me
I found love again with thee
I knew it was real what I felt long before
You are so beautiful, I could not ignore

I fell back in love with the ways of the before
I didn't feel worthy, I thought you needed more
I realized how selfish and dirty I was
I found out why I didn't feel worthy, because
I was foolish to think I could change my ways
I surrendered my life to Him for the rest of my days

My heart has never been so happy
I dance every day with my heavenly Daddy
My spirit has found its true love
By grace my home has been moved above
But until the day I sit by my King
My earthly body yearns for what your presents brings

So until the day we're together again
I pray you are happy, and feel less pain
Until the day where I am yours
I promise that my hands, are too, only yours
Other than my heavenly King
You are the only other love for me
Where I am, it is for His will
And where you are, it is for His will
But for the time, where you and I collide
And the day where we stand side by side
That will be the day that I long for
For I love you
And always will

With love,
Ronnie